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open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find
love love love
hey ho hi hello

I'm Melanie, fourteen, May 22nd, Ngee Ann Secondary, 2R2, Choir, interests include art, sleeping, photography, singing, dancing, reading, shopping, music, watching teevee, wakeboarding, travelling and recently, baking :) I am extremely clumsy, noisy and hyper. Best of all, I'm awesome! :D (Oh-puh-lease@hotmail.com)!!

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Screaming
Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 7:27:00 PM

I'm getting really tired these days. Eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep. Sounds like my url, harhar. But it was really about Copeland. Okay anyway I am such a pig. Alison said I was one ): OMG I GAINED ONE KG OMG OMG I GAINED WEIGHT YEAH BABY!!!! :DD

Good thing -
I gained weight
Bad thing -
I might gain some more, which would lead to like too much weight then overweight.

Haha sorry for my nonsense.

K slacking way overboard. I AM SO SCREWED.
Upcoming Birthdays:
Yvonne's bday
Sam's bday
Zhou Hao's bday
YuGe's bday
Sarah's bday
MeiYi's bday

WE'RE MAY PEEPOS. WE ROCKKKKK. :D

edit/
I missed free cone day and Melissa went and waited for me HAHA.
Well, she got two scoops i think, cos she went to re-queue. HAHAHA thick skinned lah!
Okay bye.



Addiction
Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 7:02:00 PM

MYEs are near,
not gonna waste time time timeee.

Have to do art about putting your photo in a bottle, and no one did it, except K I think. Well, deadline's tmr. Work work work. I'm so tired. Hahaha, distractions! JR's games are bloddy addictive. Like WHY, I can't wait to play it all th time. School's great like so much better and it's good cos th previous days were rough on me.

Thanks to those who cheered me up! You peepoz know who you are :D

Oh what did I do to you huh? Stop staring at me, I don't want to speak to you. Your excuses suck, and people are using you to get to me (in a bad way), so won't you get it? Don't act so pitiful its so annoying and will you just wake up, its of no use no use no use no use. Come on if you stop it, it'll be different, definitely. I hope you'll come to your senses :)

Talk with * was good , started out roughly, in th end hugs and tears. I wish I could tell her everything but I know it somewhere in me (?) that it won't turn out good. But oh yes, it was nice.

Naaawwwww shouldn't they have better things to do with their lives? Well, I do. :)
Wahahahaaaa.

Yu Ge is so cool once you get to know him, he talks like WOW alot. We dislike th same people, and HAHA he has funny jokes. We talk about dramas even tho we don't watch th same ones. Definitely easier to communicate with than with A, hahaha. Its nice to talk to him about things. :D Thanks for concern, advice and just talking. :)

I think if I sit with him more often my chinese will improve, like OMFG YAY.

SHINJI SHINJI SHINJI bang bang bang.
HEEHEEHEE SO CUTE (in that picture)
Alright-o, WOW, hahaha.

edit/

!@#$%^-&*(_+=
E sucks J sucks too so does L and of course th others.
HAHAHA, right back at you. Think of yourself before you talk about others! How stupid. Lots of people are so (fill in). They have nothing to do with their lives, sigh. Pity.

I can't believe I'm so affected by a fictional story

Time to find a stupid picture of me to put in a stupid bottle like I'm trapped in it. (GOOD IDEA, I SHALL PRETEND I'M TRAPPED IN THE BOTTLE, HAHAHA) Aye I may have just thought of smth damn smart + original (or not)! :D



Tight.
Thursday, April 17, 2008, 2:23:00 PM

I ain't no queen of hearts, I go through stages
I fall in love then complicate it
yeah, you know the feeling
without much hope just blind ambition
pretending that there's nothing missing
I always kept believing that...
more, I thought if I had more I wouldn't get so bored
but everything just left me empty
love walking in and out of my door
wasn't good enough no more
when I don't trust myself life really sucks and...

first time I did it but I didn't do it
last time, that's when I really blew it
this time I'm gonna do it different 'cause I know, I know, I know...
if I put everything I have into it
eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me

I'm just trying to be creative
but everyone's so opinionated
wanna tell me what I'm feeling
'cause one man's junks another's treasure
when it's done it's hard to measure or keep on believing that...
more, if only I had more, I wouldn't get so bored
but I know it's gonna leave me empty
life, walking in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more
when I don't trust myself I'm gonna get stuck


'cause I don't want to live my life wondering if only I would've, I should've, I could've...
but I didn't 'cause I only blame myself again...



Th world will never ever be th same , and you're to blame.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008, 9:01:00 PM

Disappointed. Upset. hurt.

I thought I could trust you. Looks like my doubts seem to be clear.
But thats a better thing. I've seen the real you.

Hi it was fun during History, Chinese was okay. English, as usual is a boreeee. But then I sat beside Yu Ge, and I got to know him better :D

He likes

-Jay Chou (follow his sister)
-Table Tennis (follow his sister)

Hahahah everything follow his sister. Then, he thinks Jay Chou is UGLY (see that Belle?) but he is very talented. He says Jay mutters a little in his songs, but the tunes are not bad and if you read the lyrics, the lyrics are very meaningful, and that makes you like the song more.

HAHAHA I didn't know he was such a person. It was interesting to talk to him. :D

Today, my partner was sick. AYLWYN! He supposedly fell sick because he ate ZHao Yan's (poisonous) pancakes, HAHAHA (and I just posted their pictures.) Th whole day he was very tired, and like sleeping during breaks.

AND HE IS VERY VERY WARM LAH. High fever, I guess.

ANNDDDDD for IPW, tithes are;
an offering of a tenth part of some personal income.

:D

And thank you Aaron. :)



Tootsie roll.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 5:34:00 PM

Oh don't you, don't you, feel like th rain sometimes, you enjoy being plunged down down down, free-falling into the unknown, but as you fall fall fall deeper and deeper you realize you are falling to your death and that's when you try to turn back and you try so hard so hard so hard to get back up and feel happy just happy once again,

Oh oh oh but you cant go up. The gravity is pulling you down down down, that's when you lose th light, your heart beats faster faster faster, and down you go, SPLASHHHHHHH, things go in slow motion, pain strikes into you and there you are gone. But then you evaporate and become a cloud and then condense and drop again and same process. :D

Hi I was a loner today and I got pang sehed 3 times but some lessons were nice and quite okay. 8) K so goodbye now.

So now I know, but do I have to find out everything myself?
Hot and cold, up and down, life is so unpredictable.
NO its not like a roller coaster ride, because they are scary and whether going up or down I am scared like shit.

Soryy for shitty posts today, BYE! :D



Wrote it better then you ever felt it.
, 3:36:00 PM

You know what.

Today is the worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst worst day ever,

and there is no one there to talk to.

I rly want to know th truth.
but will anyone be honest with me?



Peekchures galore.
Monday, April 14, 2008, 10:03:00 PM




My leotard is pink, hers is black. (I havent bought th black one, heh)




ZHAOYAN AND AYLWYN ARE MINE (HAHAHA)



Smash face



Lovely pants (HEEHEE)



Aaron bestyyy 8) (WO AI NI, LOL)



Charlene bestyyyy 8) (WO AI NI TOO, LOL)

HI! I have not posted any peekchures in 23645865 years, so here you go. Bye! 8)


P.S. I am spamming my own posts, what a no life loser. 8)



HAHA BOB TH BUILDER
, 9:33:00 PM

OMG I AM SUCHA NOOB I PICKED UP TH PHONE TO CHANGE TH CHANNEL ON TH TELE.
KILL ME PLEASE, I AM SO OUT OF PLACE.

Liyi: I don't mind getting anything Gucci, LOL.
PMLA: Who are you?
SEIKA:D: Thanks 8)
Charlene: HAHAHA (not)
Yvonne: No, th skit owned cos of me! :D K kidding.
JOcelyn: K taken note of, shall link when not lazy :D



Fly away, from this gloomy place.
, 6:55:00 PM

Woah HE practicallllll tmr I am scared no idea why!!

Bought th ingredients and it was bloddy hot. I am so black alrd and th sun wants to charcoal me/ give me skin cancer.

Th salad is so expensive lah omg. Super uber shocked when I saw th pricezzz! Hmm tdy was okay lah. But I was very bitchy tdyyyy! K sorry classmates. (Esp, Charlene, Liyi) I think it might be when I starve then very grumpy. But shant let it continuez.

So so so so bored. Talking to Yvonne, but she went to eat din din. So, yup.

Whoo k she is back.

Ytd had like a great deal of mosquito bites from Aunt J's house, horrendous. Car broke down, we walked back home (not). (And and and, I know I am damn childish and stuff lah), Zoe's barbie game is damn fun! And wtf she like two and she has a gameboy. O: Jealous lah! Her gameboy is better than mine, (mine is damn old, cos we don't play it anymore), but still.

Ya it was quite a nice day yesterday. Ah I want a green class jersey. ):

Okay bye, I don't feel like blogging alrd. The Arena is on, not that I rly enjoy it, but hee.



Dance.
Friday, April 11, 2008, 7:41:00 PM

K I noticed when someone in or class makes a blog, th whole clique must make one also? I find it damn cute/lame? Omg so contradicting.

K this post is to vent. So maybe I don't mean it that much.

_ was so bitchy tdy. I know _ still bitches about people esp me. Talk about change and all that, all th "I only talk about 3 people" lies. _ wanted to be Portia in th play, and _ kept whining about it, so # let _ be. Immediately _ was like "Me, Portia? WHY ME?!" "Cos you want what." "Oh, okay." -Smiles in an act humble way-

Then _ keeps nagging # to remember #'s lines, which is only two, so what's th big deal! K so that isn't a big problem. But last minute, like in ONE HOUR before th play, _ asked # to switch roles! Damn riduculous right?!

And th role of Portia in th scene they were doing is like, 14 lines! _ had one day to memorise it, but _ couldn't and she expected # to remember it all in one hour?! _ was like th group leader and _ keep asking everyone to do their part, but _ couldn't even organise (_)self, yet she expected others to listen to (_).

Btw, # wrote th whole play, and _'s group leader role was nothing! Just to let others go to _'s house and show off all _'s senior "pals" on friendster. WTVVVVVV!

# was emo th whole day cos #'s was damn annoyed by some stuff at home, and plus _'s problems that _ pushed to #. _ still had th cheek to ask her why she was so upset! COS OF YOU, OBVIOUSLY!

-.-

So annoying. So what if you know Gucci? All you senior "pals" actually hate you behind your back. Don't need to show off in front of me! -.- And stop being so nosey please, obviously I didn't tell you who was Gucci cos I don't want you to know right!

Don't need to be so "Zi Dong" and find out from other people (MY CLOSE FRIENDS). I won't be jealous that you know him, prolly most of th people you know hate you. I feel sorry for him he knows you, when you were P1. How stupid, why would someone like you stay in his mind for what? 7 years? HA!

Yes I am sarcastic, but mostly to you only, cos you annoy me with greatly.

K I am so mean. Hee. Stupid bitchy Melly. I shall punish myself, mug tonight! :)



Wait a minute I've got more to say.
, 7:06:00 PM

Tdy was okay. Yep it was much better! :D

Hmm k. Uhm CME was nice. Home Ec was okay. RECESS was WHACKO, and English was a bore. Lit was a bore too.

Kept forgetting lines. Class sucks. Damn suaner, seriously. I'm kinda glad I don't have to put up with it for long, just till year end. Of course still got lovely peoplez in th class, but in general our class quite stupid.

I like tuan jie, but our class has separate tuan jies. Like big group here and there then some scattered around. Others jump around th groups, and its annoying.

Yup, uhm Alison not daoing me anymore, like finally, why she always dao people, LOL. Today was so high during recess, damn funnnnnn. We "raped" Mondre, Liyeng and Charlene dressed up as nerds. Then we had GIRLFRIEND (AvrilLavigne) music video. :D

I'd say check Jillian's blog cos yup, she's the video-er. :) Night at th Museum was nice, I like the airing out tires part, damn cute! Hmm taking photos on Monday, cos no time. And watched part of Bridge to Terabithia. :)

Joy and my show. :DDD Hahaha, cos she was th only one who celebrated my birthday (I KNOW DAMN FUCKING SAD, HEE) , and that was th movie we watched. Its kinda lame and fairytale, but okay lah. It was also damn sad lor, cried in th movie.

Then went home, ate and bathed then headed to Parkway to meet Yvonne and Charlene. K we went to th toilet to cam-whore, then we headed to th baby room, cos its really pretty. When I got there, super shocked, it was vandalized like kok.

K anyway we camwhore don't want people to see right(we not so thick skin), and closed th door. Then we just sat there and like ya, look at th shit people wrote on th wall. Then someone knock on th door, and we like froze, so finally we opened th door.

Some fat officer woman scold us lah! She suspect we vandalized, then she keep saying it was our second time that day. -.- IT WAS NOTTTTTTT. Then must take down our NIRC, name, school and Hp number. Damn exaggerated.

Then she call ehr back-up man, must check whether we give fake number a not. Stupid lah! We didn't even do anth wrong. Th sign outside, (even tho we did not see at first) read "This room is for parents with their children. Please give them priority." -or something. So it doesn't say we cannot go in what.

Anw, we very good 8) so we apologised, but they keep saying th same thing! Ridiculous. K wtv ya they are doing their job. But it didn't say we cannot go in, and we didn't do anth wronggggggzxsx! Ya its customer rights what. Can complainnnnn.

Ha k i know its damn drama.

Charlene cut her hair. (I'M SO SORRY) And I shouldn't talk about it much. K then we were in th toilet, cos she was fixing her hair, and Eugene C called me, but when I picked up, th person on th other line is Eugene E. He said something about me being a bitch, then th other parts I cannot hear. 8)

But its okay, cos I shouldn't be bothered by it. Ya, I thought it through!!11!!1 Hahahah so stupid. Ahya I think its a prank. Why you all so bo liao!

K long post I think? Bye, <3

P.S. LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW W/ RACHEL AND CHARLENE/SAMT/SAMH/PEOPLEZ.

Bye!

(edit)
Yes it was a prank/dare. Omg, wasted my phone bill + 30 seconds of my life, LOL.



Kelly lost her way somewhere in th middle. Will someone help her find her way?
Thursday, April 10, 2008, 5:59:00 PM

Today was okay, class was rather funny. :)

Charlene got good ideas for th class notice board, and peoplez are enthu about it :D, like Miss Tan. So can't wait for CME tomorrow I guess. AH havent paid class funds and jersey money.

Of course I can't just forget about everything like that. I'm still trying right? Maybe I only think I am. Now I am quite sure I cannot trust #. I wish you cared more. I wish you'd bother to tell me.

It feels so hurting to die inside. I hate watching everyone. I know people have been talking. Yep I've been talking too. I don't think there's really anyone there to relate to me. We should just stop judging and get over shit.

But why not? Cos its stupid natural bitch instincts instilled in us as time passes by.

Where is that someone when you desperately need him/her? I feel like whoever I talk to, I doubt trusting th person.

I hate school. I hate staying at home. I hate my life. I guess thats th reason why I've been sleeping like no tomorrow. Its nice to sleep and. forget. things. When you wake up, you feel so alone and you think of all those stuff again.

History is just repeating itself.

I feel so fucking vulnerable.

I think I'll be looking forward to meeting Rachel on Sat. Talking to her rly makes me feel so much better. I shall cry my heart out then. :)

Bye.



Apple-bottom jeans and boots with the fur.
Friday, April 4, 2008, 7:56:00 PM

HI PEOPLEZ, I changed the skin.
AND YES JILLIAN POSTED TH VIDEO IN HER BLOG! GO SEE GO SEE DAMN FUNNY LOR. :)

Just realised today was kind of a misunderstanding between me and Charlene! Hahahaha. Anyway I don't want to be a loner taking bus after choir tomorrow, but I think will be ): Same sameeeee.

Charlene ain't free tomorrow, Gen's birthday partyyyyy, :) Hahaha k on Monday she is comingggggg. 8) K it should be time to do IPW soon, but I have yet to eat dinner.

BYE.

(EDITED)

Yah I just realised we're not eating yet cos MELISSA'S not home yet. Omg quite hungryz now. ZZZZZzzzZZZZzzZzZzZzZzzzzZZZZZzZZZZZZzzzzzzZzZzZzzzzzZzZZZ!

Mo just left to fetch her. Dad is alseep, Martyn is on th computer, so am I. WOOH WE HAVE LIKE NO LIVES. HAHAHA. K haven't done any homework yettoz cos I srsly can't be bothered too? But yeah I have nothing to do. Ah bye. Again, sigh.



HAPPY 61st POSTZXSXSZ.
, 5:18:00 PM

Happy happy happy okay dreary happy normal upset fun tired very tired + pissed.
Took class photos tdy 8)
It was nice. And other things happened.
K I was feeling relieved thennn * made me feel inferior or something.

Yah, Mondre was so cute tdy, damn high and all. Singing her paramore. There's videos! But my bluetooth had a problem so yeah, maybe go to Jillian's blog to see it? It was so funny ;D MONDRE YOU VERY CUTEZXSXS. :)))) CME pwned. 8)))))))

Took class photos, discussed JERSEY + CHALET! And watched Night at th mumseum. And slept for 2 minutes? Under the cupboard thing. It was rather comfy.

HOT HOT HOT WEATHER THESE DAYS, annoying, really.

WeiBin was super obscene + funny tdy. It was nice to laugh, I miss laughing damn hard like non-stopppppppp. LIKE WHEN I WENT OUT WITH CHARLENE TO MARINA HEEHEE! 8) Best day everrrrzxsxzsx.

HUGGING IS NICE TOO! I MUST GET AT LEAST ONE HUG PER DAY, feels so nice and warm. Didn't see Gucci tdy! Hahahaha.

Hmm ya sometimes I don't trust () but () is really my good friendddd! Just that, I think sometimes () doesn't tell me stuff. Like stuff I should know, and () should tell. And () tells people stuff I don't want them to know. Maybe () doesn't know, so I shouldn't take it too hard right? 8) AHYA DONT SO DRAMA LAH MELANIE!

I shall wait and see if () tells me about _ cos () should know its something I should + want to know! Or maybe () doesn't know its important to me. Okay I am contradicting myself now. BUT NO MATTER WHAT I STILL <3 ()!

Should I talk to ()?
Seriously.

****

WALAO I WANT A NEW SKIN (RED + GREENNNNNN!) SO TH LOVE SO TH LOVE SO TH LOVE :)


TAG ME PEOPLEZ.
(SKIN!1!11!!1!) (HAHAHAH OR WTV)

homeecons history science geog. :O

*This post may sound emo at some parts, but it isnt meant to be. 8)

(MELANIE IS GHEY NOT EMO)

-BYE-

xoxo, <3 (HAHAHAHA)

Imma gonna miss Aaronzz.



I like poo. 8)
Thursday, April 3, 2008, 9:09:00 PM

Hi!

I feel damn gay!

I love everyonezz!

YAY.

Seems like I don't hate anyone! K yah I think I am going to be a good girl now! I mean I will try to be nicer to peoples :) Its like some sudden spurge of goodness, hahaha. Feels jolly and happy and woolly. FEEL TH LOVE FEEL TH LOVE FEEL TH LOVE! (Yup Yvonne!)

Yah cos tdy I was very high in school and everything. (Even tho in th morning it was VERY DREARY)

I have no idea why I am like that? Kkk work hard Melanie! Haha its like a sudden surge of motivation! JYJY. ^^v Yup shall be nicer to Nicholas and Keng Siang and Seok Pheng! Cos, well, feel bad for being so mean to them! Hahahah they are quite nice I think. 8)

Yah so sian tdy, because got two tests and I was totally confused!

I shall finish up my homework later 8)

Hmm didnt go for recess tdy and peoples were playing vball in th classroom. Eugene E + C broke th clock? Part of it, hahaha! But its still working fine, and they rushed to put it back up, damn cute/funnyyyyy.

Uhm Alison had to go for SC sup soooo we went to Prima Deli and bought a cake?!??!?1 Hahahah yup, its for Aaron's goodbye present!

Got a cheesy belated April Fool's card, hahaha! Later walked back to go meet Alison and left for Liyi's house. It's her mummy's bday! Wished her a Happy Birthday at her toilet door, LOL! K then left for Parkway with Aaron Yvonne Charlene Kashif Pak Teng. :)

Walked like kok, so warm + tiring! K then we were in Roxy Square, laughing at th kuku shops and looking for th special hair dresser's. Then Charlene was rly prank tdy, and she wanted to "get lost".

So we purposely walked in a different direction and they didn't even know, LOL. We went to a corner and realised we were going backwardssssss. -.-

Haha! So we called Aaron to pretend we were all scared and crying cos we were "lost". But he didn't pick up! ):

Then we called Kashif (Scary man) but he also never pick up! Then not fun anymore, so we walked back. Then they were walking back looking for us! We just dao-ed them and we didn't talk.

Hahahah k was damn lame. Charlene and I were trying to block them butttttt always cannot! Big space everywhere. Hahahah.

At Macdonald's we spent all our precious moneyz! MOOLAH IS GONE, so we just talked. And ate fries + ice cream! Met Jing Rui then, cos didn't want to go Math mentoring alone like damn loner(hahaha)!

Ate ate ate then had to go (VERY LATREZXSXS) so camwhored with Aaron a while 3 photoz only) then chiong.

OHOH, we saw ZiHao's grandmother in th bus, I think. Hahahaha yucky! K then it rained super heavily and th bus started leakingggg!

Hahahha, k so aft that took another bus, Alison went home for piano, left me and JR. Talked about stuffz, hehehe.

Back at school we ment Jonathan Lee + James and I think i bonded with them lor! So cool siaaaaaaaa. HAHA! Math mentoring was only briefing, 1/2 hourrrr.

Jillian my partner not there! She was sick ): Hahah okay then me + JR + Jonathan Lee arranged date + time for us to have mentoring! Hahahah so pointless, but then I can take bus home with JR at least. 8)

Whoo heavy rain when in the bus! Got my stuffz from RachyGoh (BABE HAHAHA!) and JR damn nice lend me umbrella, ella, ella, ay, ay, ay. 8) He was drenched in th rain aft that! SORRY AND THANK YOU SO MUCH! !!1!!!!111!

When I was home, he even called me to ask if I was okay.

JR: "I was calling to check if you okay a not, later th rain blow you away."
Me: "Hahaha I am okay lah! Thanks! You? Heavy rain and no umbrella! And thank you for calling lor, so sweet. HAHAHA!"
JR: "Aiya, must check mah, later you not okay then tomorrow no one return me my umbrella"

HAHAHAHAHAH WTH! OH, AND JR OWES ME THE HOT BANGS GUY PICUTRE!8)
(Okay fictional character, but still damn cute + hot leh!) HHAHAHAH.

INDIANA BOB JONES! LOL.

sheryl - Shall link soon! :)
denise - Yes! Can't wait till you're back! <3
Yvonne - Hello! :) Thanks for the tag.
Eugene - Yozz! Thanks for th tag. :)
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