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open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find
love love love

hey ho hi hello

I'm Melanie, fourteen, May 22nd, Ngee Ann Secondary, 2R2, Choir, interests include art, sleeping, photography, singing, dancing, reading, shopping, music, watching teevee, wakeboarding, travelling and recently, baking :) I am extremely clumsy, noisy and hyper. Best of all, I'm awesome! :D (Oh-puh-lease@hotmail.com)!!

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What made you think that he couldn't find a door in the morning?
Sunday, March 30, 2008, 5:40:00 PM

Kind of banned from using the computer so yeah. ): I know you all miss me! Especially now I have a new spammer, so cool so cool! :)
Now everyone's so. Sad. I dno why! Sigh. Emo aura = affected people = emo people! Cheer up will you! Kkk damn busy now gta doez Lit, IPW and Music projects. Plus MT test, Math homework, Math test, Science test, History test! Sigh. I havent studied/done anything yet. I know, I am so slackkkzxsxzs.

Which reminds me. Some people think their helping you and all that, but they're also sometimes really insulting you and hurting you, in some way. If someone calls you stupid on purpose/indirectly, would you be all, "Really?! Oh, thanks for telling me! It means so much that you told me!" Hello, come back to reality. If you rly want to help and all that, then you won't be expecting like eternal gratefulness right.

Yeah yeah yeah I've changed. Who doesn't? Are you telling me you haven't changed? Well, you've grown taller! :O And more annoying. And flirty, not to mention what you like to call me, guai lan(which you apparently say you learnt from me, ha.)

So what's wrong with change? Bad change may eventually turn out to be a blessing in disguise, for all you know. I like change. Something new makes you feel fresher, no? Well, to me it does. So what is your problem? The whole year I know you've been telling everyone I've changed and all that, but so have you!

Got the wrong perception of me? Well, too bad! What can I do about it? Stop suaning me please. I know your intentions are not rly to help. Even if it is(sorry enough), well, you're not helping, so shut up! God, all the time you have to put me down. You're not that good, don't think so highly of yourself.

HAHAHAHA I AM NOT JEALOUS! WHY WOULD I BE? Try to make me jealous right? Well, I feel sorry for you and your current *! You're prolly doing it to make me jealous. Too bad, I like being _ leh! Feels good to be free, without someone nagging at me and stressing me out all the time.

You never consider other people's feelings but you expect others to spare a thought for yours. Poor lass, she doesn't know she's being made use of. Hahahah because you said # doesn't mean you very big okay!

You jolly well know I would have if you didn't! Which I was going to. I feel like hurling all those evil words at you. You really suck you know. People may dislike me, but at least a have a few close friends, rather than you, many friends you can't really trust. You not cute lah, not anymore. 8) Have a nice day, aye. Your other days won't be so nice.

K enough of that, thinking about it makes me damn mad. I got a TELE in my bedroom!!1!!1!111!!! No, not teletubby, television! YAY. I will definitely spend alot more time in my room now, which is of course lovely. :)

Plus alot of people never reply my messages! Like 3? Anyway, you would think its not so bad right? But it is lor. My messages now kind of limited. ): K C is lieseick for a week now, I hope she gets well soon. :) Aaronnnnn + Yvonne! My bestiessssss don't be sad okay!

I know its so tough now, school's so sigh. Home may not be so good either, but we must be strong and live through all that k! Talk to peoplez, it really helpssss! Damn sad to see ya'll so, emoz. And sigh. And "LETS KILL OURSELVES TOGETHER!" (Really!1!) Come on people you still have your good pals. Don't want to tell me nvm, tell Charlene/Kashif! All the besties can go through it together oneeeee ya.

Hmm. I won't be posting anytime soon I guess. ANYONE KNOW ANY NICE (PREFERABLY RED/GREEN -(whoo fav. colours :))) SKINS?

Tag me about it!

Ey I very sian don't want to reply tags now adays.

AaronCharlesGabriel - SHINYYYYY! (Aaron goes hyper)
Liyi - SURE! WHEN?
JOcelyn - I'm sure you know. :)
RACHEL - Woah, you rock, woah. HAHAHAA.
PEARLYN - Who says I don't? :)
BOB - Hi Bob!
KRISTA - LInked! :)
Liyi - Bob rulez man!
Y - RE-LINKED :)
lamer - Hi, I feel sorry for you and your parents that your face is so pretty/handsome(since my face isn't nice to you, you must think of yourself as really pretty/handsome right?), yet your name is lamer. Your parents should have thought about naming you more carefully, or did you name yourself? :O You must be more stupid than you are good-looking.
Jocelyn - Thanks Jocelyn! :) Oh, and Bob did tag me! He is real what. 8)



You wna know what you got, I got a plan we can't get caught.
Friday, March 21, 2008, 7:14:00 PM

Hi. Lots of things happened.
But I happen to feel shitty. Very shitty.
And its not cos I'm unattached agn.

Y'KNOW ITS JUST LIKE FEELING SHITTY FOR A VERY LAME REASON, PROLLY NO REASON AT ALL.

Oh and Charlene styled my hair for th choir performance. Everyone said it looked nicer! Well, Charlene's got. What word is it, talent. Yes. :) Lucky.

I am missing RachelT like mad but it seems;
-She is not answering my calls
-She is not replying my messages
-She is not replying me on MSN
-She deleted her blog (Cannot tag! fshre7n547qbn363b.)
-This is like going on for two weeks

WHY IS THIS HAPPENING GAH. K so I skipped ballet ytd. Raining heavily + no Rachel to go ballet with/laugh with. ):

Nicholas is damn. Annoying. Yeap, I don't want him in my literature group! He makes me dread Literature. :o

I haven't mentioned Bob, have I? He's rlyyyyy nice :) Charlene met him first, but Bob got tired of her and came to me. :) Charlene's got Harry now. There's nothing nice about Harry, he's hairy and when he talks, saliva spits into your face. He doesn't even like th Harry Potter series, tsk.

Y'know, at least Bob can build stuff. Oh, you didn't know? Bob's profession is a builder. He has a show you know! And he has tractor friends and stuff. Yup. But Bob is taking a break from work now. Its tiring, he says.

OH! BOB SAYS HI.

Past few days have been, fast. Like all th days just whizzing past. WHOOSH, and its like, what? Sunday, right.

Ughzz. Left my wallet in Auntie Jackie's carrrrr, maybe getting it later. Was watching Hell's Kitchen Marathon just now! On AsianFoodChannel. It is fun to watch! ;D

Shit lah, scolded by Mo agn, she just went out.

I hate this bloody house, I wna move out, asap. But nevermind, I shall live off them till whenever then move out and send them a little money every few months. Okay wtv thinking too far.

AH I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY.

Stupid says bye,
P/S/ THE WORLD IS CRUSHING DOWN ON ME! really, not.



Sugarhigh ; gta need it rly need it to get by.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008, 10:54:00 PM

K last post was total crap I was totally lying!
K sorry peoplezzzz got you guys worried. But thanks for your concern! Rly made me feel loved. :) THANKYOU/YVONNE,AARON&LIYI LOVES!

Well, things are fucked up right now, school is stressful. For me, anyway. Holidays have kicked in and it's still not getting better. I'm getting confused with all the stupid subject topics and I am srsly, afraid to say, getting stupider by the day.

This year I worked so much harder than before, and it was rly so hard for me. I listen so much more in class and my Science and Math improved (regarding class tests). I had so much confidence to do well for once.

See, English, Geog, Chinese, Literature went downnnnnnnn. Disappointed, really. A2 for science, math improved a little. Chinese was like a just pass. LAST IN DISTINCTION CLASS WTH! I don't deserve to be in it right. I'm too stupid. YES.

Boo, tdy was actually quite nice and high. But yeah, tried to do homework then I didn't get it at all and so, failed to do so. Then dramatically, it became this sad post. Oh well.

God, damn stressed out.

Fucking results, fucking insecurity, fucking stupidity, fucking slackery, fucking people stressing me to go out when i am trying to, fucking unsigned report book, fucking parents, fucking holiday.

Thats about it for swearing. March showers are starting to come in reaaaallll fast. Days are getting cold, and its lovely. :)

Okay cheers to happier posts. Ha, get a life Melanie.

And V, PLEASE don't spam me.

Sorry havent been replying tags. Shall reply them here. ;D

Denise - Life is bad. Without you. Miss you, dennyboo! ): I love you too :)
eugene.e - Sorry for?
MON - Hee, love youz!
Rachel - I know you missed me when you were in Bangkokkok! ;D Love you darl. <3
LIYI - Drop dead you. Haha, kidding! Thank you, but I am not emo, love you. :)
Kash - YOYOYOYOYOYOYOYO KASHIF! :) I shall link you soon, and why did you give me C's blog url? :0 I have it you doofus. HAH.
Shalyn - Hi darl, please stop doing that in ballet class, its obscene. :)
Yvonne - ZUPZUPZUPZUPZUP MY LOVEEEEEEE. I am not too emoooozxsxs and toilet paper IS to wipe shiz, clever you. :D Hahahah thanks. :)
RACHEL - Hahaha, awaiting the BIG HEART SHAPE ;D Loves.
AaronCharlesGabriel - HAHAHA I AM NOT EMO AARONBESTIE! THANKS FOR YOUR CONCERN! :) I'm afraid to put your name in my heart list, just in case someone SHINY gets jealous. :0
SEIKA - Hello, I remember you. Please don't twit in my flashbox. Thank youz. ;D



Let the sweat drop, calm collected and cunning.
Monday, March 10, 2008, 1:28:00 PM

Hello. Not blogging cos life is emo now.
I'm going to cry my heart out in the toilet now, toilet paper's my bestie.
Goodbye.



Sweet talk 101
Saturday, March 1, 2008, 11:37:00 PM

Blogging agn!

Cos I can't get enough of the comp. :D

Talking to Yvonne now! Love her! :D And I desperately need a phone. I miss camwhore D: Ballet was okay. Stretching rly kills me, I swear.

Uhm then had to do Pirouettes and Pas de Bourrées plus Gilssades and Pas de Chat, it was very fast so confusing hahaha. Miss Chew says my feet sickle alot.

Learned Attitude today, it's kind of hard. And if you have no idea what I'm talking about with all these wierd words,
CLICK HERE,

BALLET TERMINOLOGY IS IN FRENCH. :)

Oh! Which reminds me. CHARLENEEEEEEEE. *HINT HINT* JOIN LEH JOIN LEH JOIN! I CAN HELP YOU ONE, DON'T WORRY. C'MON ITS FUNNNN! :D FRIENDLY PEOPLE! :D Plus you have experience, you have uhm, a flair for dance. :D Rachel MeiYi Shalyn Celestine and all the ballet peoples await you. :D

K my eyes are so tiredddddd. Bah I'll end here, since I accidentally cancelled out everything I typed just now, YES STUPID ME :) SHORT POST AHAHAH BYE.



She;s underage and so very very brave; a fake ID lent her credibility.
, 1:16:00 PM

So the bartender that pretends to pretend that he's concerned,
He says, "Girlie, girlie, you're at your best, when you're sober."
"Nono," she slurrs, "Just one more."
And one turns into four.
The fourth drink instinct is taking over,
And the gentleman is leading her gtowards the door.
~
He said it was a one night stand,
But the alchohol didnt let her understand,
Yeah he said it was a one night stand,
A one night stand.

FOURTH DRINK INSTINCT :)

Well its really boring at home. Yesterday was stupid. I got scolded before I even left the house. Then in public she made me stand in the middle of the way and shout at me and crap. Ugh, not even a five-year old deserves this.

Then we went to 77th street to spend our voucher. Green tee for her, and she renewed her card, so we got a free ticket to The Leap Years (which I wna watch) But its only valid on weekdays. Hahaha.

K then we went to hello! and look at the phones. I was like hinting to her at the Sony Ericsson but she's to stupid to get the hint. So I was like "I want this," Then she would just make a bad comment about it.

Just cos she fell in love with Nokia 6300, and blah blah blah. This cheap, blah blah. But I didn't really like it that much lah. She was gna 'cheat' the guy to trade in my spoiled phone, but he checked and stuffs, so yeah, he told us to repair it.

So we went to check out the price for repairing it at Nokia services, the lady said $80 to $100 (which I find is totally ridiculous and unreasonable, god how do people make money these days) So we didn't fix it.

Then we headed to the WyWy shop and the lady didn't even check properly then she said we can trade it in for $120, which is like $21 dollars more than I bought it for. PLUS it's spoiled. Like wtf, I feel damn bad, but yeah.

And thennnnnnn, my mother went to ask about 6300 and stuff lah, no stock :D and price may decrease by Wednesday or something.

Went to OP and bought a shirt for me and Martynnnnn. Went home.

Discussing about the phones, then I told her I didn't want her old phone, I wanted a new one (Cos she suddenly say I would take her old phone and she would get a new one). STUPID RIGHT THEN STILL ASK ME TO GO WITH HER TO LOOK AT PHONES. -_-

Then she was like "You want ah? So I take or you take?" I didn't reply her. Thank god for Dad, he finally convinced her that Sony is better than Nokia, now got alot of complaints on Nokia. I TOLD HER THEN SHE SAID I WAS CRAPPING, FUCKING BITCH, GOD.

I evilly took the chance, and said, "Mommy, see I told you alrd what." HAH!

I want the new Cybershot phone, it's camera is like 5 megapixels or something man! Omg love love loveeeessss. She said she'll think about it if its thin, or whatever. Cos its expensive.

Talking about it like its gna be her phone agn. I know, bitch. So if i get the phone my christmas present money will be deducted, I told her I DONT MIND. But she is still telling me fuckshit like it will be hers, not mine.

I dont want her phone, I hate clamshells. K wtv damn pissed at her lah. If she wants a new phone, just go get one lah. Go and use my chance of getting a good phone to get one she likes. Pfffttt.

K I'm still hoping for it I want it badly. See, so much crap to go through just cos of Mo. You are an evil mother. Yeah, like you said, I'm not fit to be your daughter. Wtvz!

Can't go out anymore, cos I'm getting "TOO INVOVLED WITH BOYS" Yeah like I will die having a boyfriend. And stop saying sex sex sex all the time. You don't trust me with anything at all.

Like AS IF I will go around having sex. I'm not a slut. I'm not even 14 and you think I wna have sex desperately. -_- Such a thing my mother doesn't believe in me, how disappointing.

YAH SHE SAID MOST LIKELY CANNOT GO HK COS SHE DOESNT TRUST ME TO BE ALONE WITH MY FRIENDS AND ITS TOO EXPENSIVE. -_-

AND MELISSA COULD GO TO NEW ZEALAND FOR TWO WEEKS, BUT I CAN'T GO TO HK FOR ONE WEEK.

Yeah swearing alot these days. But wtv I'm so easily pissed off right now. SORRY MARITES. K I'VE TYPED TOO MUCH, AND MY FINGERS HURT:D But good for you peoples, you have had alot to read and digest that Mo is one evillllll villian. Sometimes.

Bye.
P.S. I may be pissed but I still love you people! :D




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